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- @Peter5YG OK. *cringes* I just thought there might be a chance. The younger one hasn't been rotten as long.
- @Peter5YG *Wants to argue but doesn't* I guess we're lucky we didn't end up like that too.
- @Peter5YG *finishes coffee* What's on the schedule today, Master Yoda? *goes outside and puts on sunglasses*
- @Peter5YG *grins* Yes sir. I will try not to be a smart ass. *or a stupid shit*
- @Peter5YG Sparring. Awesome. I'm sure doing it with you is much better than doing it with Claude.
- @Peter5YG Oh, OK. That's not what I thought you meant, but I can try. I forget about him. *snickers* Which isn't a surprise.
- @Peter5YG *focuses* Yeah because we wouldn't want to start out with something that won't hurt me.
- @Peter5YG *holds him for a little while, but then lands in the sand, coughing* Crap. OK. Let me try again.
- @Peter5YG Oh good. I was hoping there would be cookies. *brace myself again, then realize I'm using the wrong power at the last minute*
- @Peter5YG I get the wind knocked out of me again. But I know where I went wrong. I was using TK to block, not power blocking. "I got it now-
- @Peter5YG no way you're going to move me." I reach for the numbness that I used to feel around Rene, and stand my ground.
- @Peter5YG "So fight dirty." God I hate doing that, but I know it can make the difference. Fighting by the rules won't work with them. "I -
- @Peter5YG can do that."
- @Peter5YG "He didn't stand up too good to being punched. I don't think he knows how to fight at all." I remember how easy it was to bring -
- @Peter5YG him down when we got physical with him.
- @Peter5YG "And don't look for anything human in him to save." That's the hard part for me, and I know it. I want there to be someone to -
- @Peter5YG save in Sylar. I can't help it. It's how I am.
- @Peter5YG But what if you're wrong? I don't say it, but I can't help thinking it. He wasn't always a monster. "How did you do it? How did -
- @Peter5YG you turn off your heart?"
- @Peter5YG I drop down and sit on the sand pile. I'm exhausted, sweat gluing my hair. "I love rewards. Will it involve water to drink?"
- @Peter5YG "A room? A real shower? Room service? Oh god yes. I will do anything to spend a night in a real bed." No that didn't sound -
- @Peter5YG desperate at all.
- @TheWatchmaker @heartofmurder (Shut up, Sylar. I am not fucking Nathan. I will not fuck Nathan. Jesus.)
- @heartofmurder (I'm not doing anything wrong. I never have, and I never will.)
- @graylikeme (Just so long as I'm not your default target. *smiles*)
- @Peter5YG I let him pull me up, and then dust off my jeans. "The cot's a bit narrow. I'm used to more space. Do you have a place in mind?"
- @heartofmurder (If you want to have this talk with me, then come home. Not doing it like this.)
- @graylikeme (I'm a few states away. I should be safe. We do still need to officially meet one of these days.)
- @heartofmurder (You're shitting me. Not fighting with you.)
- @graylikeme (Hey we're from the same place. We have to meet.)
- @heartofmurder (Not a problem. I don't know a thing about it anyway.)
- @graylikeme (Yeah I'll be in the city for school soon. Sylar doesn't want to live there.)
- @Peter5YG "How about the Venetian? They have the whole fake Venice thing down pretty good. It's nice." It's fancy, expensive, and they have-
- @Peter5YG the best steak on the planet.
- @graylikeme (He likes Maine. We got a nice house. I'm porting back and forth to law school.)
- @Peter5YG Air conditioning. Sweet god, air conditioning. I just stand there in the lobby with my eyes closed drinking in the cold air. -
- @Peter5YG "Want me to get the room?"
- @heartofmurder *hears door slam and keeps working computer*
- @Peter5YG "Deal" There are so many people. A few days in the desert, and I'm jumpy around the crowd.
- @heartofmurder I look up from my work. "OK. Did you find something else?"
- @Peter5YG I don't like blind porting, so I run for the elevator. Flirting with a girl gets me in before the door slams. 'Thanks."
- @heartofmurder "What's not a good idea, Sylar?" We just had a really nice time in London. I don't get the vibes coming off him.
- @heartofmurder I close my laptop and look up at him. "Is this another test? Are you trying to drive me out to see if I come back? Let me-
- @heartofmurder know which game it is, so I know what part I'm supposed to play." Because I can't deal with this again. "What did I do now?"
- @heartofmurder "Why are you doing this?" I get up and follow him. "What the fuck happened? We are happy together. I love you." I try to -
- @heartofmurder read his mind. I need to know.
- @heartofmurder "Sylar. What Sylar?" I narrow my eyes at him. "You are not leaving me. This is our house. You wanted to live here with me. -
- @heartofmurder I wanted to live here with you."
- @heartofmurder "How the hell am I supposed to fuck you over?" I grab his shirt, twisting my fingers into it. "Go in my head then. Read me. -
- @heartofmurder See what's in my head and my heart. It's all you, you stupid son of a bitch."
- @heartofmurder "This is about Nathan? What the fuck did you hear? I've never ever done anything with him." I yank on my own hair and glare -
- @heartofmurder up at him. "He kissed me once, and I told him no. I didn't want to hurt vSylar. I sure as hell wouldn't hurt you. Where the -
- @ItalianEagleSct hell did you get this? I"m not like the others. I've NEVER fucked any Nathan!"
- @heartofmurder "He kissed me before I ever met you. I love you. You're my life." I reach out with Rene's power to block him, so he can't -
- @heartofmurder port away from me. "We bought this house together. We love each other. You're mine! You're the only person that I have."
- @heartofmurder "Why? Because some other Peter hurt some other Sylar? Did I hurt you? I risked everything to save you. We are a couple. I-
- @heartofmurder love you. Why don't you believe me? Why don't you trust me?" I didn't do anything.
- @heartofmurder "I don't love Nathan like that! I love you." He's tearing me apart. I can't take this. He hurts. He's scared, and I can feel-
- @heartofmurder all of it. "What do I have to do to prove it to you? I won't leave you. I won't sleep with any Nathan. I am in love with you"
- @heartofmurder "You want me to never see Nathan again, any Nathan? Because you're that afraid of him? Because you think I'll leave you for-
- @heartofmurder one of them. Why would you think that? Have I ever thought about Nathan when I was kissing you? Ever cry out his name when -
- @heartofmurder I'm coming? Because I wanna know!"
- @heartofmurder "Then why the fuck are you running away and leaving me?" I don't want to be alone. "I didn't do anything wrong. I didn't."
- @heartofmurder "So am I. Did you forget that? I'm as broken as you are. I never did this before either." I run my fingers through his hair.-
- @heartofmurder Then kiss the top of his head. "You are my family, you idiot. I thought you trusted me." Now I'm crying because he doesn't.
- @heartofmurder "So you're judging me by other Peters? Did they grow up like I did? Maybe that Sylar sucks? Why the fuck would he talk shit -
- @heartofmurder about me anyway? He doesn't know me." I think I owe that son of a bitch a miserable death.
- @heartofmurder "What did his Peter do? Did you think that maybe he deserved it?" I am so going to kill that son of a bitch.
- @heartofmurder "I won't. I love you. I am not in love with Nathan or any other Nathans. I never felt the need to fuck my brother when he -
- @heartofmurder was alive. I don't have that whatever it is."
- @heartofmurder "So did this Sylar kill his Peter?" I am going to find this asshole and strangle him. "I am yours. You know that." Fuck I-
- @heartofmurder hurt so much that I can't breathe. I don't know what his pain or mine anymore.
- @heartofmurder "For one thing you tell your buddy that I'm going to kick his fucking ass for this." Take his powers away from him too. I'm-
- @heartofmurder that fucking pissed. I'd love to grab that fucker and use Arthur's power on him. "Do you love me? Do you want me?"
- @heartofmurder "Why don't you trust me? I trust you." I don't have anything else to ask or say. I slump down the wall, letting him have his-
- @heartofmurder powers back. This is the worst he's ever hurt me, and I want to kill someone.
- @heartofmurder "I'm hurt. I'm angry, but if I was going to leave, I'd have done it already." I wipe my eyes with the heel of my hands. "I-
- @heartofmurder love you. I'm allowed to be pissed about this. But I'm not pissed at you. I'm pissed at your friend."
- @heartofmurder "He's the one who told you to trust me, and now he tells you not to." I snort and thump my head against the wall. 'Maybe-
- @heartofmurder he's the one who's fucked in the head. Are you done flipping out on me?" Because you fucking hurt me.
- @heartofmurder "Good." Because I can't take the thought of losing you and being alone. "You owe me a drink."
- @heartofmurder "It's OK." I hold my hand out to him, pulling him over to me, where I wrap my arms around him. Laying my head on his shoulder
- @heartofmurder and cry while we hold each other. "I love you. I love only you."
- @heartofmurder "You're mine. I'm yours. Simple." I snuggle closer, loving how it feels to be held by someone who isn't afraid of me. "You-
- @heartofmurder need to remember how much we're alike you and me. Don't focus on how we're not." Nathan is no thread to you. No one is.-
- @heartofmurder "I don't want to be with anyone but you."
- @heartofmurder "The first time I dreamed about you, I stopped looking at anyone else. I should never have brought that girl up to the hotel-
- @heartofmurder room. I know that caused some of your distrust of me, but she was just sex. I haven't touched anyone but you since. And I -
- @heartofmurder won't." I think we're going to be sharing skin if I get any closer, but I need to be. "I did it to make you jealous. It was-
- @heartofmurder petty and stupid of me. But I've never even thought of doing it again. You know that."
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